Many are wondering what is going in the world. Acts of
senseless violence
have left us numb. And we're asking the
experts why.
On March 21 a sixteen year old high school student brought
a gun to his
school and began to shoot people. He finally
turned the
weapon on himself leaving a total of ten dead.*
His bloody
rampage sent our nation reeling. It was the worst
school shooting
since the 1999 Columbine massacre which killed
fifteen.
In my area, in February, a 25-year old man walked into a
crowded shopping
mall with an assault rifle. He then began
peppering the
area with bullets. Approximately sixty rounds
were fired,
according to the local newspaper. Miraculously
only two people
were wounded, one of them seriously.**
I saw a color photograph of the 25 year old as he was
being led into
court in handcuffs. The sleeves of his orange
jail jumpsuit
were rolled up to his elbows. So I happened to
spy some odd
tattoos on his forearms. Family members were in
the courtroom
too, His father was weeping.***
Acts of sudden and intense violence have become a sad
characteristic
of modern day America.
In spite of our technological advancements and our high
standards of
living, we have come to accept random violence as
part of our
culture. For many troubled young persons having a
gun, mixed
with feelings of anger, alienation, self-loathing,
and bottled-up
emotions make for a powerful but lethal
explosive force
that could burst into unchecked rage at the
slightest provocation.
My heart has been heavy because of these tragic events.
Therefore I
plan to devote much of my April journal to the
topic of youth
violence.
As a minister, and as a man who once walked down the path
of violence,
I hope that what I have to say will be helpful and
insightful.
There is an answer to the "spirit of violence" that is
sweeping our
nation. There is hope.
THE RED LAKE MASSACRE
I vividly remember the Columbine
High School shootings
which left
fifteen people dead, most of them students,
including the
two young gunmen and a heroic teacher. It was a
brutal killing
spree of pent-up anger and a desire for revenge
over real or
imagined hurts. It was unnecessary, and it made
no sense. Columbine left our nation stunned and devastated and
asking lots
of questions.
Now it has happened again. History seems
to have repeated
itself, this
time in the little town of Red Lake, Minnesota.
On Monday, March 21, on an Indian reservation in a remote
area of the
United States, a sixteen year old Jeff
Weise
brought a gun
and ammunition to his school. He then began to
shoot his fellow
students. In the aftermath, five students,
teacher, and
a security guard were slain.
Later it was learned that this young man also killed his
grandfather
(whom he was living with) and his grandfather's
live-in girlfriend.
Jeff Weise also killed himself. A total of ten
people died,
According to an article in the New York Times for Tuesday,
March 22, 2005
(pages A-1, A-16), Jeff Weise walked through the
corridors of
the 300-student Red Lake
High School at about 3
p.m. firing
off rounds from a handgun. I would assume his
rampage was
over in less than ten minutes.
Some of the ensuing reports I heard over the radio said
that, like
the two Columbine gunmen, who were also teenagers,
Jeff Weise
was fascinated with Nazism and Adolf Hitler.
Several who knew him said that Jeff Weise seemed to be an
angry and aloof
kid who was into the dark Gothic scene. That
he experienced
several sad and traumatic events in his youth,
to include
the suicide of his father, and his mother’s ending up
in a nursing
home after a serious auto accident.
Additional reports said he dressed and acted differently
than his peers. That he was sometimes teased by the other
kinds. Also that he had been the victim of bullying at school.
All told, it was a bad mix. A string of
grievous personal
tragedies and
having to live with his grandfather and his
companion,
Jeff was clearly a troubled man with probably no
one to pour
his heart to and perhaps no close friends.
And according to additional news reports, Jeff Weise made
frequent visits
to a pro-Hitler chatroom on the internet where
he frequently
left postings of adoration for Adolf Hitler.
An article in the New York Daily News for Friday, March
25, 2005 (page
24) said that Jeff was on the controversial
anti-depressant
drug Prozac. Also that additional evidence had
been uncovered
by investigators that he had been planning the attack.
The Daily News article went on to say that Weise had
apparently
posted on his own web site a 30-second animation
titled "Target
Practice" in which a person with an automatic
rifle shoots
several people and does some other acts of violence
before putting
the barrel of the gun in his mouth killing himself.
I could see that Jeff Weise was ripe for the demons of
hate, anger
and revenge to do their dirty work onhis mind.
Everyone is asking "why?' Family members,
neighbors,
school officials
and law enforcement all want to know why this
young man,
Jeff Weise, who should have been dating girls and
playing ball,
instead became a lonely brooder suffering from
deep depression,
suicide attempts, talking about Hitler and
death, and
then finally killing nine people and then himself.
Each person seems to have his own theory. From
Prozac to
having experienced
crushing blows like the suicide of his
father and
a crippling accident that has left his mother
confined to
a nursing home, the question following "why" is
"could this
tragedy have been prevented?"
We'll never know with a certainty. But this
troubled soul
had been crying
out for help for a long time.
According to an article from the New York times dated
Saturday, March
26, 2995 (A-7), "Family Wonders if Prozac
Prompted School
Shootings" by Monica Davey and Gardiner Harris,
student Jeff
Weise had been taking anti-depressants because of
his depression. He had also attempted suicide once by cutting his wrist.
The Times' story said that Jeff had been receiving mental
health counseling,
and that he had been hospitalized for at
least 72 hours
following the attempt at taking his life. He
clearly tried
to reach out to others and communicate his pain
because he
had a web site in which he posted his thoughts and
feelings. Also according to the article,Jeff Weise had an
internet posting
which read:
"I had went through a lot of things in my life that had
driven me to
a darker path than most choose to take.....
"I split the
flesh of my wrist with a box opener, painting the
floor of my
bedroom with blood I shouldn't have spilt...
"After sitting
there for what seemed like hours...I had a
revelation
that this was not the path."
Jeff Weise
I have since read several more articles from various
periodicals,
and they’re all basically the same. Other than
reporting on
the victims and the impact of this tragedy on the
local community,
there were no answers.
Some of the news stories reported that Jeff Weise would
often wear
dark clothing and the he was "obsessed with death."
No kidding!
Living on a Native American reservation with its poverty,
and its higher
than the national average rates of addictions to
drugs and alcohol,
its youth suicides and the high rate of
"accidental"
deaths for Native Americans under the age of 20,
for Jeff Weise
death was a close presence.
In such a world as his where Jeff's dad took his own life
leaving his
son with the guilt, and having to fend for himself
and live among
in-laws, how could such a young man live the
American dream
of hope for a good future?
"Hope" was not in Jeff Weise's vocabulary. There
was
nothing in
his life to give the word hope any meaning.
Furthermore, I do not believe that Jeff Weise could see
passed his
own little world of despair and crushing
disappointment. And I would not be surprised to learn that he
had a lot of
anger towards God.
The kids who insensitively tormented and bullied Jeff, a
boy who was
already suffering from an overload of emotional
pain, were
only throwing dry logs on a long smoldering fire.
They were no doubt ignorant of this young man's growing
anger at life's
seeming unfairness. And they were, in a sense,
helping to
make a human bomb that would one day explode in a
burst of violence.
But until this day came, it appears that Jeff stayed on
the faceless
internet posting his self-absorbed messages, while
pleading for
someone to take notice of him and show concern.
I read some of his postings that were published in various
newspapers. Interestingly, I never saw any of the responses he
received or
if he got any.
For awhile, however, he managed to unleash some of his
anger by writing
his praises for Hitler on a pro-Nazi website.
I think that
the Fuhrer's idea about a "Final Solution" to get
rid of the
unwanted touched a common thread in Jeff. There
were a bunch
of local teenagers whom he thought needed to be
taught a lesson. His tormentors had to go. Eventually
he snapped.
Jeff Weise knew where his grandfather, a "long-time
officer with
the Red Lake Police Department," kept his guns and
ammunition. A tragedy was about to unfold.
RED LAKE AFTERMATH
It's been a couple of weeks since the Red
Lake tragedy.
Of no surprise,
as the world and the media move on to other
things, this
even will probably fade from the memories of most Americans.
The experts and professionals, however, will be quietly
digging through
the life of Jeff Weise for awhile longer. But
I don't believe
there will ever be clear-cut answers as to why
this sixteen
year old went on his shooting spree.
I certainly don't know all the reasons. Yet
what I do know
is that Jeff
was a lonely, angry, depressed and troubled boy
who probably
thought the whole world was against him and that
fate had cursed
him.
His father's suicide must have devastated him.
But I
could not find
any articles that gave Jeff's age when his dad took
his own life.
I am certain, however, that Jeff needed a close friend.
He did have
family living on the reservation. But having kin
nearby doesn't
mean there's a deep bond. Nowadays many family
members are
more like strangers to one another.
Jeff Weise needed someone to show him love and a healthy
dose of attention. He needed affirmation that someone cared
about him. Perhaps, too, that if he had one individual to tell
him "I value
you" and you are a "worthwhile" person, this
disaster could
have been averted.
He was on medication for his depression, and he
was
interviewed
by a professional after his suicide attempt.
Nevertheless,
as is often the case, his cries of despair went
unheeded; he
didn't seem to know whom to ask for help or where to
find it.
Obviously there were many factors which came into play for
this to happen,
and many negative events in Jeff Weise's life
converged to
produce an explosive mix.
Choosing to murder someone, though, is always the wrong
choice.
In our culture where young men are taught to act tough and
hide their
emotions, and where it is thought to be childish to
ask for help,
it's improbable to think that troubled
adolescents
will open up and talk freely about their
difficulties,
or about the seeming meaninglessness of their
lives without
lots of coaxing and encouragement.
Men are taught to keep a straight face and to be rugged.
Guns, too,
can sometimes be a part of this. In the movies and
in books such
weapons are seen as problem solvers. It's
easier, young
minds may reason, to dispatch a person with a
firearm than
to work hard at trying to have a good relationship
with that individual.
Like Adolf Hitler's "Final Solution" to get rid of
"undesireables",
a gun or knife seems to provide a quick remedy.
Unfortunately Jeff Weise was ready for this. He
was open
to violence. He felt he had run out of options. His
cries
for help went
unanswered. No one loved him, so he thought, and
he saw no hope
of things changing for the better. Thus he
would take
as many as he could with him to a dark grave.
What a waste! I am convinced that this did
not have to
happen. The Red Lake High School shootings were preventable.
Jeff needed
real friends.
David
Berkowitz
April 1, 2005
(c) 2005 David Berkowitz